my 21st birthday

it was a great birthday last night, shud be tis early morning..
there are 20++ppl celebrating with me, including some of the juniors
it was really touching and happy
my juniors gave me a card and a present
thx for them for what they have done..
later me and the other 12ppl went to singK the whole night
it was so fun and exciting
however, sigh, im not tat happy bcoz he cant celebrate my bday with me
the most disappointed is, why he wants to say such words
you know, your words hurt me, deeply
why do you want to say those thing during my bday?
i dont know what to respond....
you dont want to celebrate my bday, ok it's fine
but please dont try to argue with me again on the issue

im learning to change, to be someone you wish to have
i have paid effort, but did you see it?
why are you always listening and trusting to others but not me?
im thinking of breaking up
probably tis will be a wise decision for both of us
you wont be suffer and sad, i can do my stuff in my own
whatever, let;s discuss after the camp