hurt

love is just so fragile and brittle
finally he online, but he seemed so different
he treated me coldly, whatever i asked , he simply replied me
i felt hurt, indeed...
i wanted to offline immediately
if u didnt feel like talking to me , why should i act stupid and keep talking to you?
but i didnt online finally, i decided to tell him what i felt
and i burst in tears..
we talked our problems
culture and living background are obstacles for us
to maintain this relationship, both of us have to pay effort on it
he told me, he had paid so much, he loved me so much
but he didnt sense the return from me
i listened what he said calmly, stop crying..
that is my problem, love, my weakness

i care of you
because i love you

it is as if i care nothing, but i really meant it
please give me some time to prove it
time will prove everythinh