love

i hate vows and promises
guys are untrustable, perhaps there are some exceptional
but im kinda like losing trust on guys
i have no confident on myself, yeah, as jiayean said
i dont feel like paying much effort on maintaining this relationship
why? because i worry i will be dumped and hurt
i scare , sigh..
should i trust on him? i wonder
or did i worry too much? oversensitive?
i wish it is