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juz finish the overseas camp
what a relief...
at least one thing has been settled
but there're still many things to do
im kinda like feeling regret on joining so many things
especially the medic camp
it's like im out of the condition..sometimes i dunno wat to do in there
finding noone to talk on, and so lonely
im trying to get closer with them, but i dunno why
there's a barrier between us, i mean with classmates
maybe our growing background are different, thinking will be different too
i really wish tat i find somewhere which i feel comfortable and rely on
and it's overseas club..sigh

i wonder too
shld i really on a relationship
sigh
i cant decide everything by my own now
i have to consider his feeling too..
i love freedom...but i love him too
it's just so complicated