confuse

wake up at 6++am today
feeling uncomfortable as my sore throat is getting worse
would be the effect of detoxification?
yesterday we argued on something again
he made me angry
he dislike me to pay more effort on my overseas society instead of him
but i think that i just have my responsible there as a treasure
and no more
since i have been together with you, i have seldom gone out with them, who are the only friends for me here
i know u ignore your friends too, but i think it's different
coz those are your old and good friends
when you go back to them, they will surely welcome you
but for mine, it's not the same, i might lose this friends
so it is incomparable

you're so so so important for me
probably what i did isnt much that causing to feel so unimportant

it's so complicated now