taekwondo pratice!!!

stopped for about one month...
finally, the taekwondo class begins again...same with master tan and master johnny
it is about 20+ ppl coming..if not mistaken, coz i din really count on that...
what i count is... there r onli 6 girls..omg...where has all the gals gone...???!!
practise with a partner (those who r standing in front of u) means senior also la...coz those with red / black belts stand in the front row...
then i partner with a guy...he is taller than me..hmm..
ok nvm..continue... then when pratising those kicking...he seems like not really pay much effort on practice, coz he scared he will hit me...
he is a good senior...he teach me some kicks which i'm nt sure patiently...
y i said so? coz i saw the guy behind me is taught by a senior who is quite..firm..?fierce? impatient?.. so.i feel like i'm quite lucky.. =p
how can i find out he din pay effort on those kicking...? coz when the time we practise punching, knife hand chop... he lets me practise first, he praises me that i have lots energy ( out of his expectation on gals) then, it's the turn for him to practise, then he said no need, coz he scared he hits me... hmm..seems like look down our gals...but last time really got a guy practised till he accidentally broke the gals glass...O.O
feel guilty on him...partner with me...cannot practise with all his efforts... so bu hao yi si... =p