new life

actually there is not much difference btw college life n life in secondary school
i think the differences are attire, curriculum
i have joined quite a number of activities.,...why join so many? i dunno, just wanna play and know more ppl...joined sms, swc, taekwondo, music society...learn alot things in my college..
hmm..just wanna learn more new things.. i dont have any special talent... sometimes feel like myself is useless, onli know study, i dunwan to be bookworm, learn new things oso good for me..
besides of activities, studies, i have also given tuition. if not, who is gonna pay my taekwondo, guitar fees?
dunno why always feel asleep during class recently...so tired...
really hope to have my own room, study desk...i can do anything inside without any disturbance
these days the haze problem is getting serious, seems like all schools are in holiday, but my school is an exception...haiz...but oso good, no need to have replacement class..lazy...
starts to feel no confidence since my gp got so low marks...my language really has so big problem..? haiz..maybe..it has been proven in the essay test... feel like really hard to change it, cause i use tis kind of language till now....if changing oso need a long time...really worry
my ambition...haiz...think of becoming doctor before...but..seems hard to be achieved...my eng so bad......really sad...
gambateh~